Deep

People you truly care about are always taken away from you 
oftentimes too soon ,
the less important ones just never go away ..
and the real pains in the ass are permanent ..
and i guess i'm that person ..
and i'm thinking ..
if you go away ..
why do i need to be sad ..
you say that you will never forgive me and my descent ..
so now i'm trying to forget the past ..
and trying to change my attitude ..
i am so over with bestfriend things ..
maybe this things try to give me a lesson ..
do not trust people 100%
because once they leave you alone ..
there's no one for you to share your problems ..
no shoulder for you to borrow and cry ..
i've been through all this .
so i'm expert about this things .
that's make me to be careful when make friend .
but from now on ..
i'm happy alone ..
i have friends ..
but laugh friends .
not bestfriend ..
sebab kawan gelak senang nk cari .
tapi kawan sejati susah nak cari :')
saye pernah ade kawan baik ..
tapi saye dah sia sia kan dia .
saya dah sakitkan hati dia ..
menyebabkan dia tak tahan dengan perangai saya dan putus kawan dengan saya .
saye sedar salah saye .
saye cerite ni pun sbb taknak org lain ulang ape yg saye dah buat .
hargai lah kawan baik korang :)
layan mereka dengan baik sementara mereka masih sayang dekat korang :')